so im definitely avoiding studying biology right now. hehe. the book is open in front of me with proteins and receptors galore but its all mush it just doesn't make sense. boo for school. i am SO ready for summer it is ridiculous. im sick of class im soooo sick of tests im sick of some ppl here and i just miss home. boohoo for me i need to cry a river build a bridge and GET OVER IT heheh. only like five more weeks left... i can totally do that. no problemo. then a summer of bliss...sorta. anyways. sometimes i really don't like instant messaging. its very elusive. you don't know what ppl really mean etc. not that i read a ton into what ppl say i normally take it as its written but sometimes its diff.. i think yall know what im sayin lol. RAMBLING AGAIN! im worried about ana she was upset last nite when she called me but i was in the weight room and then when i called her back she didn't answer and i can't get ahold of her. i hope shes alright. i had lunch with ebeth and irene today that was awesome. they are so cool its always so neat to chill with sisters in Christ. totally uplifting. well i really should get back to studying and just so yall know, i wear my sunglasses at night! always in Christ, claire

i dunno how to do this-- should i list out the stuff i do every day? thats pretty boring. this is like the fifth time ive restarted this page. haha im a dork. so today God totally revealed something to me. He totally has my back. its pretty awesome. lately ive found that friendships have been changing. it makes me so sad. but this week the Lord has just placed some totally awesome girls in my path that have just been so encouraging. i just realize more and more how much God looks out for me and His love for me is just so amazing i totally don't deserve it yall. i have a great family (although it does have its drama haha) and the best friend in the whole world ~ana banana~ and i know some cool ppl down here. sometimes i just concentrate on the stuff that doesn't go how i expect it a little too much. i had extremely high hopes for this year (for those that don't know its my first year at college) and yea some things have just blown me away about this place but some things... just have sucked. lets be real here lol. through it all though i know i am never ever alone. i just seem to forget that sometimes. OKAY so after reading this none of yall probably want to ever read another entry by me. youre prob thinking "lighten up freakazoid" yea yea i know! :) its just been a day of deep thoughts i suppose... hehe. so on to better things... SLEEP! i have to take this quiz to a building across campus by 9... yes 9 am. cruel and unusual i know. just joshin.   sweet dreams